Saturday, November 22, 2008
Meetup with besties today. Everyone of us has written out last sentence and full stop to our exam papers. (like FINALLY!)
Went all the way down to Sengkang. For what? To swim in their indoor swimming pool and try their slides. But... a function was going on and we cant swim today. SIAN!!!! Ended up in Xinyi's pool instead.
Had a heart to heart talk with my girls this afternoon.
Somehow the environment around me hasn't change a single bit. I am the one who has changed. I realised, so do my besties.
According to them, it has changed for the better. Well, I do hope so.
On personal thoughts, I find that the old Curina is too competitive when it comes to every aspects in life. I guess the education system is screwed. It has turned me into someone who always wishes for the best and be the best. Winning is a must for me and losing is never a word found in my dicitionary.
Somehow, entering YJ two years back seems to be like a turning point for me.
I've been playing non stop and failing all subjects like nobody's business. No matter how hard I try, I'll never get good grades for every tests, not to mention exams. I guess this is the reason that has causes a change in me. I learn to look on the bright side of life and know the true meaning of losing.
Now I believe that everyone is born to do something. Some of us know what we are capable of in the early stage of life but others need some time to explore themselves.
Well, I guess I fall under the second category.
And I also believe that god has chosen the paths for us. In a way or another, things that happen along your way are meant to teach you some things. Take your time to learn and cherish every moment of it.
I really appreciate all the loves, care and concern I have received for the previous 2 years. Especially to Susanna,Shihui,Xinyi,Martin and Lionel. These 2 short years have been tough. You guys are suffering in a way as well. But its all the loves and accompany that kept us going all along. For the next 20,30,40 etc years to come, I know we'll still be the same. :)
You know I love you guys many many.
-CURINAsim
